Caught in a trapped situation

My previous job requires me to travel alot. Initially, i am supposed to be in China then in Russia. Now that i have resigned, no more travelling for me. The thing that my friends refused to understand or remember is that, my new job is a 6 days work. Alternate Saturday,i shall say. In an email loop,i replied to a friend saying initially i couldn't attend because of the China trip, but now too caught up with work. I was just trying to put it in a nicer way without getting into too detail. Then, a dear friend asked, " I thought you quit the job, still caught up with work?" 


Quitting one job doesn't make me an unemployed for life,rite? Then all the close friends started emailing me and msn me asking why did i give such an excuse to reject the invitation? Man.....i need to reply one by the whole story above. My mistake! I shouldn't try to put things in a nicer way....should just say I am working. SIGh. The intention was to minimize ppl questioning me, now it attracts more questions. SIEN


One thing for sure, the bride-to-be must be offended reading those messages in the loop, thinking i am just creating a story to not attend the wedding.  WHY am i always caught in situation like this????

The most disappointing thing is that question came from a very dear friend who accidentally didn't think much before saying anything. It happened last year prior CNY....and it is happening again. WHY cant she be more understand in her words? Last year, she asked me to cancel my reunion with my friends to join hers. Or to merge the reunion. It does make sense if everyone is comfortable in the presence of anyone. But the girls there are not close to another group of friends, moreover i am the organizer. The idea will only make them feel uneasy. By saying that, that dear friend got offended. She said i am now creating a clique. Saying i only want to join my friends and ignore them. Not sure if she meant it but she sounded darn serious.  I ignored everything last year.. and i hope i can ignore it again this year. All in the name of FRIENDSHIP. Bless me~


*WHATEVER*

Last day of work

Yeah!!!!


My last day of work supposed to on Wednesday, but boss gave me permission to leave earlier....yay!!
LAST day!!...but..but...but....it also means that im moving to Klang sooner.....sad. I don't want to go KLang... i want to stay in KL. What to do ???

yay!!! Will be having farewell dinner later with my boss. yes, only my boss....coz the rest of them are not available.so sad....See..this is the world of Consultants!!! Dog eat dog world..I get to gossip and say anything i want because i know i wont be going back to the job. LOL.

It feels so good to be at last day of work!~ The air i breathe is fresher...everything is nicer and more beautiful. Nice...


Say HIE to long holidays!!....* wave*

1st Visit to the National Blood Bank

If you are not sure where National Blood Bank is, just head down to Titiwangsa. A junction after the  Istana Kebudayaan and Balai Seni Lukis on your left, turn left. The National blood Bank will be on your right.


It is scary to be there for the first time. Everywhere is so gloomy, and i swear that the waiting period was the hardest to bear.


The doctor asked," Hie, we found some virus in your blood but we cant confirm what virus it is, that is why we asked u here again to do a blood test."


" What kind of virus you are suspecting?"
"At the moment, we are not sure. Everything is not confirm until further testing is carried out."
"There a few questions that i would like to ask you to help us in recording. You know it could also be a factor. So, Have you done blood transfusion before? Have multiple partner? Sharing needles? "

OH GOSH!! Isn't the questions related to AIDS??????!?~!?~


I have to admit that the first day it is really bothering me. But i managed to put it aside.. hide it in a little corner of my mind so that i can enjoy my last few days in 2010 and enjoy the quality time spent with everyone ushering 2011. Why worry?? Take things easy...appreciate what i have now.....leave it all to the day before i get the report....then, i have more time to be worried  :)





"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." - Isaiah 41:10