Unpredictable

Too many things happened for the past two years.

People often say, 'open up yourself to God. Talk to him. God will show you the way." I did that last week. We had a long chat. I poured out what i have been keeping in my heart to God. I asked God to give me strength and patience to overcome my relationship problem.

After voicing out, i felt so much better. But what happen after that pulled me down. The boyfriend, broke up with me.

Another. Olleague is resigning....such a sweet girl...lleaving so soon. Just like Shalinee. Hmmm... Im wondering when is my turn. Question....how hard am i working towards this? Today, after many years....i miss the three of them so much. It all started with a facebook post. They all replied...that makes me feel so like the good old days. I seriously cant wait for CLS's wedding day.

Dear all,

Last weekend checkup found that i have fibroid in the uterus. Meaning i might be infertile....or high chance of having miscarriage.


To all my exes out there,

Lucky you!


To those who is loving me dear,
Do not be worried. I am still doing well. If i shall need a shoulder to cry on, please make yourself available.


Thank you