Hate my table

Let me explain how much i hate my workstation. I hated it the first day i sat on it. I hate the fact that i need to carry my laptop around everywhere.


When these two combine, it becomes.... i hate it so so much when I'm using my laptop in my workstation~


You want to know why???

Can you see how strategic my place is?? Whoever enters the room can see what's on my screen....whoever walking to the pantry and washroom (washroom near pantry) can also see what's on my screen. I have no privacy AT ALL!!!!  HATE!!!!

If you suggest that i sit facing the wall...the boss and other colleagues will be able to see what is on my screen. ARGHHHhhhhh~

Boyish Cut

Looking at pictures taken during Glo's wedding, i almost died. My hair was a total turn off. It is too flat...no shape at all...and i look bloated. I think my cheeks grew.....i'm looking like a chipmunk now. Sad

So i went for trimming....initially that is the plan....but......

Are you sure only want to trim and make it one length? 

You have so much hair, i don't think that style suits you.

Erm, so would you recommend?

Have you tried bob-style? It really does suit your face. It is no longer the olden bob-style.The new bob-style is something different that you should try.

How short will that be?

Don't worry, it wont be too short. The front will be at chin length, but the back is short...coz it is a bob

He explained more than 15 minutes, flipping all the magazine trying to show me what issit like. He looks confident that the hairstyle will turn out right for me.

Since he is confident,....I shouldn't be fussy....no harm giving it a try. It wont be too short, just chin length....It will still be good with cheongsam for godma's birthday next month.  Moreover, short hair makes me younger,right?

2 hours later..........

I almost cried........

My hair is super super short... if you think my character and my face are not tomboy enough,..now i top it off with my hair!!!! MAn,...i cannot imagine a boy-head with boobs in cheongsam. I'm going to freak everyone out. My mom WILL definitely KILL me. My face....he said this style is supposed to hug on my face, making it slimmer.....BUT, I look like a fishball now. I am so HANDSOME that i wanna DIE~

If you are expecting photos to be uploaded........just stop there....coz i WON'T!!!  Gosh!!!~  I just remember that we are going Bandung this month end. Great!~ and we purposely get a tripod just in case there is no one around to help us. *faint*

Shall i wear i wig?

Recollecting my Broken Heart

Remember i told u abt that f6 senior...who wants to keep in touch with me...??

3 weeks ago....he called to ask for X's number... they know each other back then in school. they were in the same committee for a society. ( X is a girl)

so i sms X to ask her if it is ok for me to give him. She didnt reply. that guy....sounded like there is something urgent.... within 30 min.. he sms me twice...and called once...asking me to send him her number...coz he wants to call her b4 11pm that day. I asked him why the hurry?.....he said.. just to keep in touch. I thought maybe he doesnt want to tell a 'stranger'  what is the actual reason...btw...who am i to ques him rite? since so urgent... so i gave him lo

That night... X sms me... saying something like this .."" zzzzz u already given him my number."

ok..that is done....

tonite....i got an sms from X. saying

" anyway, weiling, im very disappointed of what you have done but Thanks for reminding me what kind of friend you are to me."

i replied, " what have i done?"

she said, "you gave someone, my number, who you pestered you and also whom u claimed to be weird without my consent"

i said, " S lo. i told u already wor. he said want to keep in touch and need it urgently dat day. if giving ur number to ur old fren is hurting u, im truly sorry." (S is that senior guy)

"actually i felt upset of the way u handle it, as u knew that he is weird but yet you gave him my number just to stop him calling u . i would really appreciate, that u get my approval before giving it, or give me their number instead.

"i feel weird coz we've nv spoken to each other b4. i nv tot that he'l stop calling me after getting ur number. if he is bothering u, let him know"

....then no more sms......

I'm terribly sad after the first sms. after long consideration..i was driving at that time....im wrong coz i gave him her number before she said  yes....although he sounded macam emergency. maybe that S is calling her everyday to disturb...dats why she is angry.....so i sms S,

" hey do u mind doing me a favor? would u not call X so often? she's not comfortable with that. hope u understand."

That S.. i think he also suddenly got shocked or what....he replied in 4 sms

" hi, i called her the day u gave me her num. then on wed, i msg her, she dint reply. then fri , i call her, she din answer. but she msg me and said not to call her."

" i replied her n said im sori 4 making her feel uncomfortable. i told her i just ott of kiping in touch. i told her i will stop msging and calling her. tht was last week.

"from last week til now, i never msg or call her n i dont intend 2 anymore. also thats why i stop calling and msging u coz u 2 mite  not lilke it. until u say its ok"

" until u say its ok 2 call n msg u. then only  i'l call n msg u . if u also dun feel comfortable, then i will never call n msg u anymore. im sory 4 troubling u "

so, since she only picked up his call once.....WHAT IS THE BIG FUSS abt????? my mistake is giving him her number ..NEED TO BE SO SERIOUS MEH???

Certain phares really break my heart are....

"Thanks for reminding me what kind of friend you are to me."

&

"u knew that he is weird but yet you gave him my number just to stop him calling u"

What she doesnt know is that im very lonely over here in KL.I will be delighted if someone were to call me everyday just for a chat. At least, i know i have a friend who cares (whether or not that is the truth).I don't mind him pestering me at all.

X used to be my best friend...I didnt know my impression for her is worse than a friend. If someone did something intentionally like abv, that person is not your friend anymore. I'm just so sad and disappointed ( yes, i am also disappointed at her) that i fail as an individual, leaving all the wrong impressions...and fail to be even  her friend. 

Is this also a reason why I can't mixed well with D's friends too?Am i really a failure?

Too old for pimples

For the past 12 months, i have been complaining of getting zits especially before menses. Went to a famous skin specialist in KL to seek medication attention before it gets worse....but... the medication don't seem to help. First and second visit, i was given antibiotics...then at my last visit, he gave me a month supply of acne treatment pill. This pill will minimize or shrink the oil gland, therefore reduces pimples. During the treatment, my face is coping well except that it is really really dry. After treatment, the pimples are back.

I've tried changing pillow cases, detox, facial...nothing helps. Last month, the problem got flared up. My face was flooded with pimples...leaving ugly scars.....press it or not....still leaves scars. GOsh~ It is really really bad that i'm still avoiding meeting friends, mirrors and camera. Imagine... i cannot post up any photos without editing it. It shows clearly in photos... SAD

I don't know what to do but to seek other skin specialist's advice. A friend recommended Nathan Skin Specialist. My first visit the consultation fee is RM100 that is 5 minutes of talking to the doctor and your photos taken by the nurse using compact camera. 2 weeks of medication, both oral and 2 creams that makes up to RM210. She said...no skin product. You only wash your face with water...after that apply the cream that she's giving me. That's all. No make up for the rest of 6 months.

Okay...meaning im not going to meet anyone in this 6 months...coz i just can't go out with my face badly scarred like this.

A lady doctor said.. you should be able to see abt 40% improvement after two weeks. Great!~ i was impressed she used a solid figure to the results. Then i forget....she is an Indian.

My skin didnt get better...pimples are still popping out. The actino given has completely dry out my skin. The situation now? Super dry skin with pimples and scars. The scars too didnt fade off.

On my second visit, she came in for less than 5 minutes to see my face. She said..okay.. your skin got better now....i will ask the nurse to do some extractions for you then u will continue the medication for a month. I wasn't really surprised because she is an INDIAN....i told her..that my condition has not improved and that it is getting worse as i have many small little tiny pimples popping up everywhere. She turned to back of my consultation card (where my photos are pasted), turned to be....with a frown on her face...and sounding a little 'disturbed'..she said " i told you....this is not going to be fast. It will take at least 2 months to see improvement. Just take the medication and come back in a month time." ... then she walked off. Guess, how much is the bill this time?? ...RM450...

@#$%^&*@#$%^&* Now u see...why Indians make great politicians? Of course this is not oapplicable to all Indians.. i still have a number of really good indian buddies...

Now, i'm on my 4th weeks under the medication...and still no improvement. What should i do ?
Shall i go back to the previous Dr?? Or continue bollywooding with her?? Or start seeking beautician's help?

I don't seem to know the cause of my outbreak~

I have stopped all the skin products and make up..therefore they couldn't be the source

Hormonal imbalance?? My menses is regular....

Lack of sleep?? I'm sleeping well

Diet? I have breakfast, lunch and dinner. healthy food

Dirty pillow case?? i change it regularly..

what else can it be??

World Cup Finals

This is my first time enjoying World Cup. WoooHooo~
Spain!!~! Watching the match with the crowd is umpteenth times better than watching at home.
This year at 1 Utama, major event attended by 8000 people. IMAGINE~ I wonder if there is actually 8000...maybe only 8000 signed up, get the goodie bags....then cabut....not all will stay until the end,rite? hmmm


The main entrance to the event. Initially, you have to own "ONe Card" in order to get urself in. Later on, it is open to the public.

See the queue on the right? Register yourself as maybank user to get free goodie bags...

The stage....i have no idea who they are....so many stage show....but we didnt stay to watch...had a movie to catch at 11.30pm. Timing is just right...after the movie...can head straight in front of the big screen.


There is this married couple who brought along their daugther...that poor girl was asleep on their lap...and sometimes on mummy....sometimes on daddy.....and guess what?? during the game, the mummy screamed like........i don't know how to describe this...but she is LOUD!~ Holland supporter it seems. She was cheering and boo-ing so loudly, yet her daugther is still asleep. I wonder if they drugged her. :P

Part of the 8000s....

Not many pictures taken...coz i was busy being entertained. LOL. Sad thing... I don't get the vuvuzuela. the crowd was crazy...thinking of it...

i should have gone up to the DJ with the puppy look and say, " Can i have the vuvuzuela for my first world cup event,plssS??" Do you think the DJs will fall for that??? hmmmm

Finally.....this is picture of us..in our champion jersey!~


after the event....after all the cheering ...and the heart attacks...and laughing at Puyol's hair.....LOL....tired. Went McD for breakfast. Long queue in McD...as we walked in, ppl was like...eh Spain fan... fuiyoh...bangga nya...LOL

When a non footie fan watches World Cup

July is certainly not treating me good. There are a few silly incidents happened.. and the most embarrasing ones are.....

If i exist in your facebook.. u probably noticed this post i updated on Wednesday after the SPain vs Germany game. Of coz if you were to check again now... it is gone!!....

You most probably will see an update abt how much i hated myself for not knowing my mistakes. Many of them have been wondering what kinda mistakes i have done. Now im telling you....

As you know.. im not a big fan of footie.Be if any famous team... like Man U or Liverpool...i know nuts abt them ( unless they are good looking..hehe)....and i only support teams with lotsa great looking hunks. .

I was trying to be cool and all that by watching all Spain's game. That night is when this horrible thing happened... before saying that, i have to remind you....i am really bad at remembering ppl's name. Especially the footballers....i would usually refer them to their number (just like a prisoner).

My post in fb, " ......Alfonso, you are so mannn.....Ramon, pls get a hair cut"

Heart thumping....

The truth is... i was refering to Alonso and Ramos instead....

Quickly bury my head in ground.

I'm so Sorrrrryyy....

I happily posted in up in my FB...getting a few responses from friends...
Oh, Mindy...i know you are the last to comment. I don't mean to delete the whole post off because you said what you commented there. No offense. I was just trying to hide my embarrassments. Arghhhhh~

That's not all.....today, everywhere football replay that i see...there is always replay of the spain team. People never failed to tease me, " There there your RAMOS"!!!". They then burst into laughter......ErgHHH.... was like a boiling kettle when they do that. How i wish there is a short circuit somewhere then the tv went blank.

Being the usual me... i talk alot. Since, Ramos caused such an embarrasment ( i know it is not him, but myself to blame. I don't care. I'm a Woman.. i have the rights to blame anyone when someone went wrong. Blame it on my genes or my hormones...or BOTH! )

When "the Ramos" turned around, my world just stopped.....I have to blink my eyes several times to make sure im seeing the right thing...Then, i found out something....

The name printed on his shirt is NOT Ramos....
That person's name is ....PUYOL!!!!

*Dumbstruck*

AGAIN!!! OMG....i wish there is a tunnel below ground that i could stay in forever and never to come out again!!!!~

My Gift

My looooong awaited gift has arrived!!!



The parcel!!!! I'm soooo happy...Can't wait.....can't wait to rip it all off`....


Guess what's inside???...

....
......


Got it yet?

Not so clear??....


Yay~ My Gift!!



Slowly unwrapping it......
psstt!!! Sender of this gift,....i'm capturing the moment i received your gift...so, you too get to feel the excitement!~ whheeeee~



When it is folded in the "lampin" style....

Flatten....

Ready to goooo......

Bags...

I'm excited!! i'm excited!~....

I have my first birthday gift ever from MR.K arriving soon at my doorstep. Excited!~

I got my own gift arriving soon....within this month. Can't wait~

I promise myself...not to shop anymore...no clothes, no shoes, no bags....nothing more until my Bandung trip~ WoooHOooo....

Yes, yes......im going Bandung in Oct!~...We didnt managed to go Bangkok last year...due to H1N1....i Pray that this trip will a safe trip....smooth sailing trip....crazy shopping trip. We actually planned to bring a super big luggage with only 1 or 2 attired inside.....the rest? get it there lo. Cant wait.... can't wait..... so, let me be in my dormant phase from now on.....until OCTOBER....

Hypotension

Check this out....

"A low blood pressure reading is having a level that is 90/60mmHg, or lower."

Guess what is mine...??? 76/39 using a home monitor machine.

FAINT

This is the real faint...I get dizzy easily...almost like a black out.

Imaginary Kayak

I suddenly got kayak crazeeee...googled to find out that Putrajaya is the nearest place to kayak. Since we will be there....why not wait few more hours until evening...to kayak,right??

From the morning "Balloon Festival" we lepak until evening..Yay!! Wetland, here we come~

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

"Oh sorry lar....hari ni kita ada function. Mereka ada camp..semua org dah pergi sana lah. Tak ada orang jaga kayak. Sorry...datanglah esok."

WHAT???!??!~!

Kayak is here...but we cannot sit on it??????!~

Being the usual "mang cang" queen...i scold and scold and scold....

Then, S came out with an idea....

Firstly...we must make sure that the kayak is clean and dry....check for leakage....

Then......

Do some warm up.....hoikkk...hoiiik...

Then.....
..........off we go.......

 WOW!~.....yeeee haaa!~

and they go........hhhheeeeee yaaaaakkk!~


Now... what are you thinking??? Do you think we.....

a) Stole the kayak away
b) Coax the person in charge to let us play
c) Pay extra.....or bribe the person

The answer is........

..............
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We pretended to be kayak-ing but we are actually still on shore~

PATHETIC!!!~ lol

Creative Bun

You will not say "No" to 'creative' bun

Tomato Bun with Ham

Egg rolled sausage

Invisible Hair

I am getting irritated by the "invisible" hair going loose. I was kind enough to share my bed with Elmo for the past 2 days only to find out it is the shedding season. As i'm sitting here typing this piece of article, i can feel tiny hairs brushing on my nose...sticking to my face.....and it is darn irritating. I have gotten a roller to get rid of all those hair...and im thinking of getting a tape to stick those hair away.

If you think that vacuuming my room will help, think not.... i already did that yesterday.Still not helping. I can see tiny hairballs under my pillows and on my blanket. ASthmatic!!~
ERghhh!~ Those hairs are really getting into my nerves....Im going insane!~ erghhh...i wish i can transform into a vacuum cleaner now...suck all the tiny ones into the bag...maybe suck elmo in too~ there there will be no hairs flying around.... maybe i should buy elmo an astronaut's suit...so that the hair will not gone loose in air....erghhh!~...Not sure what im talking abt....Madness~ Madnesssssssss!~~~~~~

Names

These days more of my friends are getting married....and having babies....
i'm sure they are researching for the best name for the baby...therefore i find the following website important ( if you are chinese). It carries a little superstitions here...but, no harm...moreover, u will carry your name to grave with you. Why not choose the best one, which is meaningful and carries merits to your baby. I was told that, since Chinese name is not in your birth cert or id, you can alwiz change your name (change the words). I find it accurate and maybe you would want to give it a try...

Warning: Only to those who knows Chinese.

Click Here

The day i lost my head

" You MUST pass the exam!!"
"My career will be ruined if you DON't!!!!"

OMG!! Is it that serious?? Those were word by Mr. B, the night before my exam....where i have more than 15 Chapters left to study. I'm speaking only on the first paper... i have 2 papers that day, one in the morning, the other in the afternoon. The paper in the afternoon...i read it a month ago. This is what happen when u study too early... you tend to forget,but i don't care. I spent the whole night...whole morning studying for the first paper.

Sleep deprived~

That morning, i left my house at 8.45am to avoid jam or lrt breakdown. I drove happily but nervously to Sg Besi lrt station ( note that i have 4 more chapters to go). When i was approaching the station's carpark, it is blocked... "FULL"....shit!!~!....nevermind.. i can always park opposite or somewhere around. I drive around..looking for a parking space....NONE!!~....

Panic attack~

The only thing i can think of is yitseng....i punch his number....He said he will be right there to park the car for me before leaving for sampling. Great~ Then, i found a parking space...hurray~ Punch his number again asking him not to come as i already found a place. I happily walk to the paying machine to find out, i dont have enough coins for 9 hours parking. I get back to my car....reverse and get out of the lot. Now, where am i going to park my car?? Saw a post office...got a free parking space..yay!!! Off i go....to the station...got myself a seat, while waiting for the lrt. Then, i remember.... I forget my calculator!~...SHIT!!!~

Don't care...will buy one at the Maju Junction Mall. When i arrived, i quickly check around to find shops selling calculator...NONE!!!... Great~ I don't care anymore....head straight to starbucks...sit down and study....The more i read...the more i confused myself...Feeling really dizzy ....the hot chocolate is not doing any good to me.. i feel like i almost collapsed.

When i registered myself in the exam hall, the room is like a chilling room. Freezing cold~ Lack of sleep, cold, dizzy and nervous....erghhh CRAP!!! I prayed hard just to pass the exam.. i don't want a distinction ( coz i know i will never get.LOL)....pass will do...When i was doing the 40th question, i can hear the printer and i saw a guy walking across to collect the results. WHAT???? That fast????!~ Are those questions so easy???!~ Why am i struggling to get an answer?? The, another guy walked out of the hall...and another....then another...followed by another......
When all the questions are answered, i hit the "complete" button then i shut my eyes....

Please please please.... i don't want to ruin Mr. B's career
I don't want to be a murderer...PLeaseee let me pass....

I took a peep on the screen..."PASSED!!" oh, yes~

i walked out of the room, head back to starbucks...second cup of hot chocolate...sink into the cushion and STUDY..... My eyes barely can open...my legs are aching (must be numb due to the low temperature)...my head is spinning as though i popped the E pills...nothing is going into my brain...but, i have no choice...i MUST read....and do some questions...

There i go again into the "chilling room"...second paper has only 50 ques. Guess what?? I'm the first person to finished all the question and i dare not submit. WTH??? What is wrong with others?? Then, i came to realized there are several ppl doing different papers in the same hall.

Congratulations to myself!!! I passed both papers....relief~ I must reward myself...i shopped around like zombie...with my eyes like garfield,my head is so light...and i feel like im floating...I called Mr. B to deliver the good news...and you should listen to his voice...he was soooo surprised that i passed the exam. I don't think i can talk anymore on the phone, I MUST sleep......I float myself back into the LRT. Sat down and prepare to sleep.....then i saw an old man standing right in front of me...normal days, i would stand up and offer him my seat..but that day.....sorry , uncle....i WILL faint on you...i don't want to kill you with my weight.

Finally, i am home..but i don't dare to sleep...knowing that i have sleeping disorder...im afraid to sleep now and wake up in the middle of the night until the next morning.  Woke up around 9pm to dinner then sleep again around 1am.....YaY!!! I can finally sleep again at night...i'm normal again!!!!

Tricks or Treats~

This will be the deco u will see in 1 Utama... there are several stalls around it selling Halloween stuffs like mask, witch broom, halloween costumes, spiders, bats, webs....etc. Interesting, i didn't know that Halloween has been a celebration in Malaysia. I thought we only have "cheng beng" and " All souls day".

This is business, weiling....

Hmmppp...more celebrations, more money you would spend on buying stuffs.

i LURRRVEEEE Halloween...as everyone knows, i love horror moviess... i used to read only horror stories ( i have the whole collection of Russel Lee's True Singapore Ghost Stories). When i was younger, if someone asked me to draw a house with landscape... i will definitely draw a house with chimney, a tree beside my hse, with a bench underneath the tree,...a road from the door....there will be pebbles along the roads,clouds,sun,...then.....a tombstone next tot he bench somemore...hahahahha...so scary~


 

I wish i'm a little taller

I have always wanted to be at least an inch or two taller than i am now. Being in a family of model height people, i feel so small....just like a living dwarf...okay, maybe not that bad...BUT, it is just as bad. You don't believe it...my grandmama is taller than me. How embarrasing is that?...

I was browsing through the internet to found this product, that guarantee a taller height as much as 3-13cm at any age. It is a combination of supplements and exercise and it costs 269USD. That is not cheap~ I am 164cm now...and that makes me at least 167cm...yay~ 2cm more to my mother's height. Then, my mom will no longer introduce me as the "little" one in the family. Sigh..

Exams!!

The exam is scheduled to be this Friday. One in the morning, then another in the afternoon. It is not very tough.....multiple choice....pass or fail.

Yea..yea....well said...but i'm struggling like hell now. Talking abt investment, insurance,risk....etc...i'm gonna faint. I have exactly 3 days to study....do you think i will pass this exam?? God, I need lotsa luck...to tembak the right answer....plsssss

Japan police car in Msia?

Look what i have found this time??

Japanese police car

This car mimic the japanses police car and it is soooo cool. The windows are all tinted pitch black. I wonder if the Msian police and JPJ would allow this?


How cool~

Me & My Dog

Woke up this morning to find Elmo greeting me at my door. It must be the human-dog relationship, he is beginning to act like a little boy. He would bring his toy ball to you, to play "Fetch"!!....Scratch you, then bring you to the place where his toy is trapped between the wires....Climb on your leg to get a little attention....roll up like a ball during the rainy days... Just too many things to mention all.

Guess he is learning to pose in front of camera....

The Good Boy Style

What Are You Staring At??

Don't Come near to me.....Doooon't Kisss me...

Nahhh...Give you all the kisses that you want...

Selamat Hari Raya

it always happen to me...every year...every festive seasons....without fail.

A month or 3 weeks prior the festive seasons, I got all excited and shopped for the greeting cards. I will make sure no one is missed out from the list. All cards are nicely written with name(s), greetings phrase, personal msg.....signed....sealed...with address on it....and...

NEVER DELIVERED!

It would be i forgotten to buy stamps for them or...never got them posted.They will lay happily....rotting on the table. Piles and piles of letters,newspapers, magazines will be stacked on it....then, when the festive season is over, time for spring cleaning...then i see them again.

Trying to be a positive thinker , i will utter comforting words like "Never mind i can still 'recycle' them for next year" . I know it is just an excuse...but what can i do?? Throw them away?? No way!! I'm a fan of "Loving mother nature". I'm a science student - remember? :P

Later i decided to send electronic greeting cards to all of them. There will be no excuse for me to procastinate. I was wrong....I don't have all their email address !! Then i have to ask or sms them for their email add. Disadvantage of this is...they will take their own sweet time to reply u...then u will not be around your desktop...so the sms stay happily in your inbox until your next season of "inbox spring cleaning".

Now,

I found the best way to convey my messenge to all of them....not only to all my friends....to anyone who is reading my blog...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

GIRLS, indulge urselves in all the delicious, finger-licking cuisines. Eat first, diet later. LOL