i'm cooking again...hehe

Rained quite heavily early evening. Didnt want to go out...do not want to get wet in the rain...therefore, i decided to cook. Here are the two dishes; minced meat egg plant and the all time favourite curry chicken. Got all the ingredients downstairs at the "Pasar Borong". This meal cost RM15. Is it cheap or expensive? Yitseng rated these two dishes quite oh....it took me 1.5 hour to prepare these...sigh!~..what to do? i have only one stove.sob sob..

Research

It has been a year since i started my post grad. I have been very excited over finding new things and that is one of the reasons why i am in the research field. i took up this project merely because this is something BIG. Not that big afterall, but it is something that people do not know...nobody has done it before...if i were to find something in it, I will definitely be very proud of findings. Therefore i started off feeling very passionate ..+ curious + determined to carry out my work. Who cares if my supervisor is not helpful? Who cares if my co-supervisor offers no help but sarcasism? I just want to get things done in a year...then i will convert my masters to Phd. I was doing quite well in my first semester. Things begin to change after my proposal presentation. The chemicals needed ran out of stock, things that i wants is out of order,etc. I waited 3 months for the chemicals to arrive.Meanwhile, my supervisor requires me to do unnecessary stuffs...like...planting pineapple plants, mechanical inoculation of the virus,tissue culture,etc. D*mn!! Just when i thought it is the worst thing to happen , hang on, the worst thing happened. My co-supervisor asked me to take a course on SOIL FERTILITY!!~!... What is my pathology work got to do how to design fertilizers?? Fine!! i'll take it....At the end of the semester, i couldnt get any improvements on my results. That F*ckin* co supervisor was d*mn F*ck*p...he just blaaaaaaaaaaaa throughout the whole meeting. Never ending infinite bullets flying all over me. DEMOTIVATED!~~!~! Oh and i would like to add on to this, this Uni has the lousiest system of all. I missed out on my scholarship for 3 months...which is close to RM5000...reasons? because the GSO didnt communicate with my supervisor. SO?? Is that my problem that you guys don't communicate? He understands this and he said he will find a way to get that amount back for me. No choice, i shall wait and pray that he is keeping with his words.

Basically i screwed up my second semester, my supervisor beginning to lose trust on me. Then, this used-to-be-undergraduate-girl came in to do masters under him. I tell you...anyone and everyone can see how BIAS he is...She is in her first semester now and she has got a poster presentation for her final year project (this is fine) PLUS...she represents her supervisor,who is also MY supervisor in an oral presentation of HIS project!!! OUch!~ He has been guiding her all the way ....closely...gently....ME??? He would reject my idea of doing something new saying that i should stay focus at one thing at a time. Then later on complaining that i didnt do enough . That i narrowed down to only one possibility when there are so many possibilities out there. WTH?~!~!? When i asked her for suggestions or advice?? He said i should be independent, " You are no longer an undergrad, u are a master student. You should tell me what u are doing and NOT asking me what to do." Now, who is asking him what to do?? I'm only asking his 'permission' to do it my way. !@#$%^!@#$% He made me feel so unwanted and so useless everywhere...erGh~ Something that he doesn't know, i did all the results for one of his undergrads. So, I am NOT that useless afterall.....

After all i've mentioned above, i'm slowly losing passion and interest in research. Dr. Sree, i thought you said he is a great guy? How come i don't see it?? God, Shall i take the phd offer? Continue researching??

"Babylon" Premier

Last night me and Seng went for movie premier...for the first time...Nazli, my labmate, gave us the tickets. You must be asking why is she not saving the tickets for herself?..Simple! Coz she has conference to attend. Moreover, both tickets are at separated seats. One on the west, the other on the east. Sigh~ We almost missed the movie because my dear Mr Chooi is late again...sigh~ as usual , he is always busy on the day when we have plans...else he will be goyang kaki in the lab. sien~

Back to the topic, the cinema was quite empty.Nobody sitting next to me and i was freezing cold. Why can't they bring up the air con temperature when there are so little people in the cinema? The other thing is that, there are so many people walking around during the show. Those staff checking if anyone is recording the show illegally. Distractions!~..

The movie? It is a science movie. Talking about artificial intelligence planted into a fetus, making the baby a super genius. The 'father' of the baby is a scientist (obviously), so the little AI was carried by his wife (someone who wants to rule the world, i guess). I'm not sure if the wife is real because she looks robotic to me. hahah....After the baby is born, the daddy took her to the convent to protect her from his wife (only God knows why..). His wife got furious, hire an assassin to kill the husband. As a scientist, i do not know how he managed to gather up his piece and pieces with a touch of science and technology...tadaaa!! He is alive again, but he lives on a life supporting machine. So, the movie is all abt vin diesel helping the "mom" to transport the AI baby from the convent in Mongolia (accompanied by sister Rebecca, Michelle Yeoh) to New York. Now, another strange part of the movie is that the AI baby (now a grown up) got pregnant with twins. She grew up in a convent, never had any physical contact with guys, then how on earth can she get pregnant? Headache~ Then then, according to the movie, the second generation of the AI baby is stronger and smarter. So, the AI baby actually died after giving birth to the babies ( a white and a black..????Why must the 1st generation of AI die? ....???)..That's it. The movie ended with Vin Diesel,coming out from a beautiful,peaceful countryside home telling the twins that " Another storm is coming, we must go." Walking hand in hand with the twins....then...THE END

So many question marks....i think i need some AI implanted to understand this movie. SIGh~! oh! i forgotten to say something. Michelle Yeoh died again. Why must all the asian actress die in the end? why cant they live??? Jet Li and Michelle Yeoh died in "The Mummy 3" too,remember? sigh~ Who actually lived?? Perhaps...jacky chan and chow yuen fatt ...sigh!~