Thursday, June 26, 2008

karaoke

This is our karaoke session on Tuesday night. Nothing much to say other than....we had a terrific time.....

On that same day, Kean Yeng called....3 times. Ridiculous~ He must be thinking that he is some big shot or something.... This Mr. Romeo is someone I MUST stay out....Just a piece of mind, I am not that kind of girl who will fall head over heels for your lovey-dovey sweet talks. I will never repeat my mistake twice, will never waste my time on someone not worth waiting for, move on ...hunting for your Ms. Juliet, Peter Ooi!!! IsHHHhhhhh!!!~~....

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Wonderful people

I had one of the best home-cooked food last night at Jimmy's residence. His mum is such a blessing. She cooked all our favourite food.....



She shared her testimonial with us on how she accepted Christ and the things that has changed her life and her husband's. I can't wait to attend their church ,though. She makes me feel welcomed and warm in the family of God. One thing...she has that high-pitched voice found in my mom and my godma.....i had a sudden acute of migraine....hahaa...guess what...she can talk like a bullet train....non-stop. hahaha...that is a gift of gap ,though...a capability...



Nonetheless, Caren Wong is almost one of the reasons for the fascinating dinner. This lovely lady is having a 3 days seminar here in KL. The nicest girl i've ever met after Ms. Ho YY...haha...guys out there, she is still single and available.She is very determined and disciplined...best hsemate ever.. okay...enough of the that...



Peow teik seems to be giving up hope in his masters project....Let's pray that God will show him a way .... so he wont end up being as miserable as i am ..haha..We are thankful to have each other around...really. I hope that one day, yitseng will open up his heart...to be touched by the love of my heavenly Father...to be part of our family in Christ. I have a strong feeling that...he will ..

Lastly, we planned to go for karaoke session today....so, do expect some karaoke blog/photo coming up....


Thursday, June 19, 2008

Dilemma


She thinks about the one-who-got-away. And what she could've done to make him stay. She wonders whether it was the right thing to do---to keep distance, to accept that he isn't right for her. He makes her laugh and treats her with respect, she thinks that they hit it off just great. But society dictates it isn't right, to take what isn't yours. She decides she'd find someone as funny as him, as spontaneous as him, as adorable as him. She heaves a sigh, closes her eyes, and says good-bye...in her mind. Maybe not right to say it out loud.

I wonder if she misses him or thinks about him a lot. I wonder if she thinks of the what-ifs and if she'd been more daring and less considerate. Would things have been different? I admire her, though, for her integrity and her self-control. I wish I could tell her she'd meet someone better. But I simply couldn't. Because I really do not know.

She seems perfectly fine. Everything's going great for her. They think her life is dandy. She flashes her charming smile...to hide a thousand of sorrows.

I wonder how she feels. Really. How she feels without pretension, without the walls.
She goes out to breathe new air. She's even seeing someone new. The guy looks great, gets along just fine, he seems to think that she's just perfect. That she has everything figured out. The look in his eyes say it all: he's falling for her.

I wonder if she feels the same way. If she'll ever fall for him. She seems very perceptive. But possibly there's something more than her outer silence. A battle of heart and mind, perhaps? I wonder if she'll ever let go of her pride...and herself.

She's got her plans, her BIG plans. She's on her way to success.

I wonder if that's what she really wants or even more if it's enough.
I often wonder what she's thinking when she finds herself alone. Sittingly quietly sipping hot chocolate. I wonder if beneath her facade, she feels the way we feel, laughs the way we laugh, loves the way we love.
With the look on her face, I wonder what she's thinking. I wonder if she bears my name